I was in the middle of a nowhere, totally drained up. Hunger was slowly consuming my intestines. I was dying of thirst. I looked around for traces of life but hopes were nowhere to be seen. I was tired of the situation my life had put me into. I was tired of the same monotonous routine of jumping, running, walking, and crawling, to reach somewhere which was no where to be found. Somewhere even I was clueless of, and the crawl seemed never to end, until I had no more power to carry on with. I was drained up. 'This moment will pass', I have reminded myself for the past few years I have been here but now my mind was too hazy to think of it anymore. Suddenly nothing of this meant anything to me, I accepted my fate, and fell on my knees of not having any energy to walk further more. No more exploration. No more searching. No more walk. It was a moment of peace. I felt a heavy weight uplift my body as my urge end. I had my answers, and accepted the truth with a cold heart. It was cruel, yet beautiful. Like a mother's rebuke. A beautiful girl's smile. A heavy shower, the sunshine, the rainbow.
In the final moment of realisation, nothing in the world could make more sense than the simple little truth of life. You are born, and then you die. Its just the little time in between that you try to make worthwhile. Some by searching for their own peace, others by finding their peace in someone else, and the third kind of people the noblest of all who believe in spreading peace among everyone. The selfless ones.
I knew where I stood, and it wasn't difficult for me to deal with the fact that all my life I've been looking for peace for my own self. Unconcerned about the world, its plight, and sufferings. The misery and selfishness. I've had enough of the repent. Just as I was about to close my eyes I shook off my head and looked around. You didn't think it would end so easily, did you?
My search was suddenly shining in a distant desert land it was only a matter of few minutes when I found out its just the sun but that doesn't ends here too. It is just a few more steps now. I see it again, and another disappointment. My hopes were like a mirage. Needless to say, unattainable.
In the final moment of realisation, nothing in the world could make more sense than the simple little truth of life. You are born, and then you die. Its just the little time in between that you try to make worthwhile. Some by searching for their own peace, others by finding their peace in someone else, and the third kind of people the noblest of all who believe in spreading peace among everyone. The selfless ones.
I knew where I stood, and it wasn't difficult for me to deal with the fact that all my life I've been looking for peace for my own self. Unconcerned about the world, its plight, and sufferings. The misery and selfishness. I've had enough of the repent. Just as I was about to close my eyes I shook off my head and looked around. You didn't think it would end so easily, did you?
My search was suddenly shining in a distant desert land it was only a matter of few minutes when I found out its just the sun but that doesn't ends here too. It is just a few more steps now. I see it again, and another disappointment. My hopes were like a mirage. Needless to say, unattainable.
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